The world has unfathomable events,
Man has unforeseen calamities and blessings.

i haven't cried so much for as long as i can remember.
i cried not because i'm upset but because
i feel so helpless. completely helpless.
i have never imagined the hurt i caused K
would result in this current situation.
if only i knew. i would have cushioned my fall.

C,
all i'm asking for now is that you understand me.
dont push me away.
i need you and i know you need someone there for you too.

/please dont hurt my baby.
thirty five days